Easy Weeks... what lifestyle?

Yesterday I ran for twenty minutes. Following Ransom's advice, I walk/ran 80/20. Today I feel tired but not as dead I might do normally. Going for a run each day or similar is needed because brawn has been neglected. 

Today I have three lessons. I feel they are interesting and doable. My diary reveals that nine years ago I was preparing for an observation lesson. These lessons would not pass my observation standards. 

I am in no way working as hard as I once did. That is a good thing because I am able to do a 'bit' each day. of what I need to do. 

I used to think I was lazy, especially in university. I made some dramatic choices about travelling and deprioritised my crappy psychology studies. As a reader I struggled, especially lacking pomodoro culture. I did try somewhat, falling asleep in the library at times. 

For some reason I wanted to work multiple jobs after university. I had such intensity. I worked hard on leaving, but really suffered a breakdown in the position I found myself, with no father and no network. 

I could easily switch out this life into a different one, to have less money or an unhappy marriage or more arduous demands. Instead, I wake up into an easy morning, a warm room and more money saved. 

This lifestyle is good for now.